Every second, every thought is
consumed with you.
Its to the point where my friends think
I’m obsessed.
But don’t they realize it’s not an
obsession…it’s more like a saturation.
My mind is saturated with your every
being.
It’s been 10 years and I can remember
every hug, every laugh,
every kiss, every tear.
I remember the first time we spoke.
U said hi and I just smiled.
From that moment on it’s like my brain
has been owned by you.
It’s saturated in your scent, your smile
Your jokes.
No wonder I take those no’s for yes.
Those “not today’s” for “I’m ready when
you are.”
Those “I’m dating someone else” for “I
only want you.”
What happens when something is
completely saturated?
How do you make it clean?
Make it brand new.
Even if you squeeze out that sponge…
there are still some remnants left over.
See, that’s the worst part. The remnants
of you.
The remnants of being the only one
you’ve even loved,
the remnants of being the one who
makes you smile,
the remnants of late night breathing on
the telephone.
Damn, what can I say?
This saturation seems to be something
I can’t get rid of.
My whole mind has been taken over by
you
and t’s obvious it’s gonna take more
than a squeeze.
10 years, it’s set in.
There is no changing that.
All I can do is try to ignore this
this thing…
try to fight off these feelings.
But sometimes, I wonder, if my mind is
the only one
that’s saturated.
Could u be afflicted with the same
problem as me?
Could u be playing this game to hide
your true feelings?
Man, see there it is again.
Always trying to see the possibility.
The promise.
But what else should I expect?
My mind is saturated with u so
it’s never easy to forget.